I just want to know why...

Now its time to say good bye....

2006-09-05T10:58:00.000-04:00

Dear bloggers,

I started this blogg over a year ago cause I felt like I had some things to get off my chest and I did that. Now I feel like I need to move on to the next chapter of my life.

I want to thank all the the people who read my blogg and commented, I appreciate everyone’s advise. I also want to thank the Bloggers that I have had the pleasure of meeting. Golden, Organized noise and Will (just to name a few) you guys are great and I consider all of you friends.

I’ll be checking up on all of you from time to time to see what’s up. Take care

Love Ya
msnhim

Sex on the brain… yeah I know big surprise

2006-08-24T16:44:00.000-04:00

So I was sitting around thinking about some the things that I haven’t done sexually that I would like to try, like sex in a public place for example and elevator Ala Fatal Attraction, when it dawned on me, how would people I know view me if they new the things that went on in my bedroom. For example you find out that your friend was in a threesome, does that change how you see that person now? I mean Im sure by freaky standards Im pretty tame but what if I wasn’t. Will people now look at me differently? And really what is the fasination with the sex lives of others?

One-sided love

2006-08-21T10:49:00.000-04:00

Loving someone that doesn't love you is like reaching for a star, you know you'll never reach it, but you just got to keep trying
- Unknown

I was reading 1inthesame’s last post and then I came across this quote. To me it was too much of a coincidence so I thought I’d write about my own one-sided love.

He was everything I wanted in a man. Spontaneous, Romantic, ambitious etc. With one fatal flaw… he wasn’t in love with me. Now, notice I said in-love, cause I know that he had love for me but being in love with someone and loving them is different.

Now, I thought I was doing everything as a girlfriend I was supposed to. I was sweet, supportive, spontaneous and loving. I thought we were perfect together but for reasons that I am still unsure of to this day things change. I could tell in his eyes that the “love” was gone and even though he kept telling me the contrary I knew what I felt in my heart.

Now this didn’t stop me from still wanting to be with him on the contrary it made me want him more. I guess it’s the “wanting what you can’t have” scenario. God, did I try and try with him but sadly my love wasn’t enough. That experience left a sort of whole in my heart to this day and although I found the love I was looking for in someone else I still wonder why he couldn’t love me.

Ever love someone you know didn’t love you?

Why the Drama?

2006-08-17T11:51:00.000-04:00

So Last night I had to go through a touch of drama Here is the story,

My sister went left her son with me cause she was going on a trip today. No problems there but last night a get a phone call from his father asking to speak with him, still no problem (side note: My nephew didn’t want to speak with him but I thought he should just so that his father knew he was ok) After about 10min I hear my nephew say “ Its 8:30 and I’m in my PJ’s I’m not going down now” So to that I tell him “ your not going down now”. So apparently Psycho ( as he will be known for the rest of this post) tells him to get dress and come down, to this my nephew tells him “my aunt said I can’t go so im not going”. Now I decided to nip this in the bud so I get on the phone

Me: he’s not going down now

Psycho: What the fuck you mean he’s not coming down? tell him I said to get dress

Side note: now I was trying to be nice, stay neutral but this ass was messing with the wrong one.

Me: What part didn’t you FUCKING understand? The he’s not or going down? Do you need me to say the shit is Spanish?

So now where going back and forth with some severe choice words till I got fed up and hung up on him. Do you believe this MF came to my House?!!! Oh Hell NO!!! Now I wanted to just call the cops and be done with it but my husband was having none of that.

Husband: What the fuck is your problem?

Psycho: I want my son, ya’ll cant keep him Im his father!

Husband : He aint going not where so your wasting your fucking time ( followed by a shuv) Get the fuck away from my door!

So Psycho scurried his as off. To make sure that he didn’t return I let him know that I was calling the cops. Ok can I just tell you the cops showed up at my house an 1/1/2 later! So much for the NYPD!!!!

So now I have to keep my nephew indoors for the next few days so that Psycho doesn’t tryto snatch him off the streets!

Why must people bring drama to my door???

A party, the ex-wife and MIKE oh my!

2006-08-14T15:49:00.000-04:00

So this weekend was my husband's god-daughter's graduation/off to college party. If you’ve read my blog you know that although there is no beef between me and the ex-wife there is very little conversation either. Well this pass weekend to my surprise she and I actually had several conversations….. I was taken aback a bit but it was cool and I left feeling like it was genuine.

They hand a palm reader at the party and everyone got their palm read. I can't lie I was a little skeptical at first but this lady told me things that she could not have known unless she was living in my head. Im still a little freak out about it.

Ok can I just tell you the party was alcohol free for the most part aside from wine, sangria and MIKE's Hard LEMONADE. Ok, so Mike’s only has 5% alcohol in it so we deduced that the chances of getting twisted on Mike’s are slim. You would have to drink about 15 to get fucked up….. Not true you could get fucked up only drinking 7! Yeah I was tipsy by the 7th(I lost count after that)I realized this when I tried to push open a door clearly marked PULL. Yeah that’s when I new I had had enough of MIKE.

It was a really good party and My husband got a chance to see his god-daughter before she left for college and I got to chit-chat with the ex. Were not friends but were clearly not enemies.

So how was your weekend?

FRIDAY MEME

2006-08-11T10:59:00.000-04:00

Sorry!!!!Lots going on. My mind is to full with other stuff to write but I left you this meme.

How old do you wish you were?
23 – 24 Old enough to know better but still too young to care.

2. Where were you when 9/11 happened?
I was at work. Sadly I could see the buildings from my window. I remember everything about that day.

3. What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
I start to beat the crap out of it until it gives me my goods

4. Do you consider yourself kind?
Most of the time, yes.

5. If you had to get a tattoo, where and what would it be?
I have one, a butterfly on my stomach. I want a second one on my back, something that represents my kids

6. If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
Italian... I should say spanish though since mine is kind of faulty. LOL

7. Do you know your neighbors?
Not really

8. What do you consider a vacation?
Time away from the everyday, relaxing and enjoying myself.

9. Do you follow your horoscope?
Not really, but I think their interesting

10. Would you move for the person you loved?
Absolutely!

11. Are you touchy feely?
Yeah, sometimes

12. Do you believe that opposites attract?
Yes definitely

13. Dream job?
Social worker

14. Favorite channels?
HBO, Showtime, cinemax

15. Favorite place to go on a weekend?
To a restaurant for dinner and drinks

16. Showers or bath?
Baths

17. Do you paint your nails?
I get them done at the salon

18. Do you trust people easily?
No, that’s why I have so few friends

19. What are your phobias?
Not being able to provide for my kids

20. Do you want kids?
I’d like another

21. Do you keep a handwritten journal?
No, that’s what bloggin is for

22. Where would you rather be right now?
Home Sleeping

23. What makes you feel warm and safe?
Lying in the arms of the man I love

24. Heavy or light sleep?
I’m a light sleeper… right Nicky and J?

25. Are you paranoid?
Why do I act paranoid? LOL

26. Are you impatient?
Absolutely

27. Who can you relate to?
Strong women

28. How do you feel about interracial couples?
No problem with interracial couples if you like it I love it!

29. Have you been burned by love?
Sadly yes

30. What's your life motto?
Live everyday as if you’re last

31. What's your main ringtone on your mobile?
Unpredictable- Jamie Foxx

32. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeping

33. Who was your last text message from?
Raquel, this morning

34. Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
My own

35. What color shirt are you wearing?
White polo shirt

36. Most recent movie you watched?
John Tucker must die…. Hey I took my daughter

37. Name five things you have on you at all times?
Cell Phone, iPod, Bank Card, Lip Gloss and my Key’s

38. What color are your bed sheets?
black and white with a splash of red

39. How much cash do you have on you right now?
$48

40. What is your favorite part of the chicken?
The fingers and nuggets. LOL

41. What is your favorite town/city?
South Beach, MIAMI

42. I can't wait till...
I can go HOME

43. Who got you to join Blogger?
Nicky and then she left…. Bitch!LOL

44. What did you have for dinner last night?
Rice and beans with pork chops

45. How tall are you barefoot?
5’ 5” (barely)

46. Have you ever smoked crack?
Hell NO

47. Do you own a gun?
No

48. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Coffee

49. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
My Charm and Wit …. LOL

50. Do you have A.D.D?
Another Damn Diet? ...Yeah

51. What time did you wake up today?
6:15am

52. Current worry?
Whether I will ever move out of New York

53. Current hate?
My mother-in-law

54. Favorite place to be?
9 west trying on shoes

55. Where would you like to travel?
Italy, The Bahamas, Spain but I don’t like to fly so this won’t ever happen

56. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
I hope out of New York City

57. Last thing you ate?
Ham, egg and cheese on toast

58. What songs do you sing in the shower?
Whatever is on the radio

59. Last person that made you laugh?
My daughter

60. Worst injury you ever had?
A dog bit me when I was six; loss some muscle in my leg… does that count.

61. Does someone have a crush on you?
I don’t know?

62. What is your favorite candy?
The chocolate bars that the Catholic school kids sell that has almonds in it…. That’s my favorite. Does anyone know the name?

63. Favorite erogenous zone?
The back of my neck

Have a great Weekend!!!

I tried, I really did!

2006-08-07T13:39:00.000-04:00

I just couldn't help it. Its like a car accident you don't want to look but you just have too! I sat there and I watched and even when I was mortified I still watched and I am planning to watch again.... Yes I saw the "Flavor of Love season 2". I know, I know its crazy but I couldnt pry myself from the screen... I need help

Sex Addiction?

2006-07-31T10:55:00.000-04:00

This topic is brought to you today by the Letter G as in GREEDY!

This all came about because of a conversation with my husband about Cheating. WE went back and forth about the reasons people cheat and for the most part we can agree on the following

1. Not getting the emotional needs met at home

2. Not getting the physical needs at home

3. A combination of the two

4. Or cause you know you wont get caught

Now that was all fine and dandy but then he tried the whole “sex addiction” excuse…ala Eric Benet… oh hell no! I don’t care what people say I don’t by the whole sex addict thing. I think your just GREEDY!!!! If in fact sex is your drug and you have a beautiful woman like Halle Berry at home why aren’t you trying to jump her bones every chance you get… NOOO! You had to go outside to fill that addiction. PLEASE! Sell that shit some where else cause I ain’t buying it.

I’m sure that there are people out there that will claim to have a sex addiction and sadly some may really believe this but I feel for the most part people are trying to use this as yet another excuse to cheat and trying to gain sympathy by attaching a “medical condition” to it. I may be wrong ,but hey it’s my blog. LOL

So what to you think of the whole “ sex addiction” thing?

Sex Education

2006-07-26T12:04:00.000-04:00

Sadly I had this conversation at work. Expierence Vs. Stamina. What's your preference?

In all things sex I think everyone has a preference. Whether it be bigger, thicker, longer or whatever you want what you want, but can a someone who is significantly younger than you be as good in bed as someone who maybe has a few more years to them. Do you want some one older who maybe doesn’t have the stamina he/she once had or do you want someone that can go all night but the sex is blaze.. Quantity or quality.

I personally want a “master” if you will. I want someone that knows exactly how to please even if that means it may take him a little longer to “regroup” as appose to someone with the stamina of a teenager but I would have to “tutor” In the various parts. Some women don’t mind teaching but for me I don’t want to go through all that. Maybe when I get older I be more incline to teach but for right now Im good being with some one that knows the ropes. Now don’t get me wrong Im sure that there are some “youngster”( if you will) that know what there doing, but for me I just naturally connect age with experience. Now this may be wrong but its my blogg and I'll say what I want. LOL

Have you ever had sex with someone significantly younger? What are the pros and cons?

I Love you !

2006-07-24T14:06:00.000-04:00

This post was inspired by

Organized Noise

who was inspired by

Missy

I tell my kids and my husband I love them everyday and I know my family knows how much I love them, but today I want to tell my sisters (by Choice) just mow much I love them.

My Baby sis J

I met you in college the first day and we were always cool but the year you started working here is when we really connected. As you know things were all kinds of crazy with my life. I told you things I have never told any one, including my husband and you didn’t judge, you just listened. I’ll never forget that. You where there when things were great and cause for celebration but you were also there when I had lost all hope and desire to continue. You were there to give comfort even when I couldn’t be comforted. I love you do death baby sis.

My Big sis Nico

I met you at work and from the first day we hit it off. It wasn’t to long after we were sharing in-law horror stories. You were the friend I didn’t expect. I didn’t know that I would come to trust and love you like my sister. You have been the “voice of reason” when I didn’t really want to hear it and the accomplice when I needed you to have my back. Always available and never judge-mental you are the person I go to for Life experience. You are the shoulder to cry on and the ear to listen and for that you will always have my loyalty.

I share a bond with you two that I will never share with anyone. You two are my sisters; know that I will always be here for you and that I love you guys with all my heart!!

My weapon of choice.... SEX

2006-07-20T11:26:00.000-04:00

There are not many things I can do to really piss my man off… He is very mellow and not easily bothered by most things but when I really want to pissed him off and get my way I withhold sex. Now as much as I like sex I have been called a Nun in training for my ability to go long periods of time with out it. Its not something I do all the time but when I really want him to see just how angry I am I do things that get him excited ( like sleeping with no panties) then I tell him I’m not in the mood. Is it wrong?Maybe, but after 13 years together he still caves every time.

So what’s you weapon of choice to get your way?

The Return of The EX.

2006-07-18T10:12:00.000-04:00

It almost always happens. You break-up with someone and you both go your separate ways and then as if by fate you bump into each other and for some reason start talking about old times. For the most part you’ve moved on and he’s moved on but there is always that ex that you never quite got over. This is the return of the ex. I was so in love with him. Our relationship ended without warning. There was never a “its over” or “Lets just be friends” It kinda just went away. I can honestly say that I never really fought for the relationship; it was just so complicated( one day I'll post about it) that I really couldn’t deal with but it was also full of love and laughter…. He had a smile that could always make me happy no matter what was going on in my life. I don’t regret much in my life cause I believe everything is a learning experience but I regret not taking that phone call, not fighting to make our relationship work.

I saw him not to long ago and he still has that smile that makes my heart melt but were different people now. If you look closely you can still see remnants of the loving couple we were. I loved him so much then and today I love him still. Why? I don’t know I just do. My life is just starting to be what I want it to be and to some degree I own it all to that encounter. That encounter made me wonder about the choices I made in my life and I even second-guessed myself many times but what I have now is everything I want. I’ll always love him, of that I’m sure and I will never forget all that we shared but where I am today is where I want to be.

Have you ever second guess the life you have now with the life you could have had?

Have you ever still felt a connection with an ex? If so how did you deal with it?

Indecent proposal

2006-07-14T09:57:00.000-04:00

I happen to catch this on cable the other night and it got me to thinking about how much I have change my view on this issue. This movie came out around the time my husband and I got together and I remember having this long discussion with my friends when ask would I have sex with someone for a million dollars even if I was married. Then, I said no…. well actually I said HELL NO! I love my man and that would cause so many problems and its just not worth it.

Today I see things very differently. Would I do it today provided all safety measure were taken yes here’s why. I’ve learn through my relationship with my husband that love is love and sex is sex. Can you have sex completely devolve of any emotional ties … yes. My heart belongs to him. This act would be just about my body and over in less than an hour.

I know that it would always hang over our heads and may even be the source of some friction but I doubt it! The beauty of my relationship with my husband is that we are always honest and open about everything in our relationship…… and if he leaves I’ll at least have a million dollars !LMAO.

Have a Great Weekend!!!!!

Some people collect baseball cards others collect stamps I collect shoes.

2006-07-12T11:43:00.000-04:00

Some people may say that I have one to many shoes But do people say that about collecting stamps? I don’t think so. I love shoes (read Heels) and more important l love sandals. The higher the heel the sexier the shoe in my opinion. I like strappy sandals and I love colors.

Yes, I am that chick that wears heels on a regular. I am the one at the Bar-b-q with the 3 in heels. I can’t help it. I feel my sexiest in heels and I am a slave to fashion, I will wear shoes that are uncomfortable as long as they look good. I realize that I have a bit of an addiction but it makes me happy! My Friends know this so for my birthday what did they get me? A pair of 3 1/4 in hot pick shoes (see Below) it was the best birthday I ever had just based on the shoes! LOL

I know I cant always afford the shoes I like and I accept that but it’s my only vice! My name is Msnhim and I’m a shoe addict!

G String- THE REPOST

2006-07-10T17:07:00.000-04:00

I was searching my archives hoping I'd be inspired to post when I came across this post.... I thought I'd share it with you

{Originally Posted August of 2005}

Ok ,so I have worn a G-String/thong on the occasion when I am "dressing" the part for my man but I have never worn one longer than 10-20- minutes tops.

I went to a wedding this weekend and I had this oh so sexy dress but one problem, its so form fitting that my regular granny panties (don't laugh cause I love them) don't look right under the dress, major panty lines, so I figure I'll just go panty free right?

That made sense but then I starting thinking about my Mom and how she always said to make sure you have on good underwear in case your ever in an accident and have to be taken to the hospital. I mean if that happens they would think I was some type of loose chick cause I am walking around with no underwear so I decide I will just ware a g-sting to be on the safe side.

Wrong! Wrong! Wrong! What the hell was I thinking and why didn't someone tell me that shit is so uncomfortable. I know a lot of women who swear by them, that will only wear that type of underwear. Is it something you have to get use to??????

So here I am at the wedding (looking all kinds of sexy by the way) and all I can think about is that I have a string up my butt. I could not even enjoy myself cause it was so irritating. I contemplated going to the ladies room and taking It off but I kept hearing my mothers voice " always make sure you have good underwear on..." I can't take it. I sat there for five hours just trying to take my mind of the dam thing.

When I got home I wasn't even in the door yet and I was taking that shit off. I don't know how you ladies do it but I think I will stick with my granny panties.

{LMAO....... Comfortably rocking My granny panties.} :-)

Happy Monday!!!!!

A little Sex Meme

2006-07-05T13:32:00.000-04:00

Stole this from Organized Noise

1. HAVE YOU GOTTEN LAID IN 2006?

Yes, yes and Yes

2. EVER HAD SEX IN A PUBLIC PLACE?

No, but I've come pretty close

3. EVER LAUGH DURING SEX? IF SO WHY?

Yes, cause My husband is a bit of a clown

4. EVER CRY DURING SEX? IF SO WHY?

No, But I have After

5. DO YOU LIKE TO CUDDLE AFTER SEX?

Before, during and after.

6. EVER REGRET SEX WITH SOMEONE?

Yes. Then again who hasn’t?

7. EVER FAKED AN ORGASM?

Yes. Who hasn't

8. DIRTY TALK, OR SHUT THE FUCK UP?

Talk dirty to me, but dont get crazy

9. EVER HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX:

Yes,I have three kids ... DUH!

10. EVER MASTURBATE TO YOUR FRIENDS SIGNIFICANT OTHER?

Hell no

11. EVER HAVE A ONE NIGHT STAND?

Not really

12. HOW BOUT A 3-SOME?

Nope.

13. EVER WATCH PORN DURING SEX?

Sometimes

14. EVER THOUGHT OF SOMEONE ELSE DURING SEX?

Yeah.

15. HAS THE CONDOM EVER BROKE?

Yeah a few times

16. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRISING SEXUAL EXPERIENCE?

With an ex. We were having sex in the basement and I was up against a wall with shelve's .. well things got a little heated and things from the shelve's started falling on our heads.... we didnt stop but it was funny.

17. How old were you when you lost your virginity?

16

18. WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE SEX WITH RIGHT NOW?

I will take the fifth on this. LOL

19. DO YOU THINK THAT number 18 IS POSSIBLE?

Hey you never know. Sike!!!

20. ARE YOU HORNY NOW?

LMAO

21. WOULD U HAVE SEX WITH THE PERSON THAT POSTED THIS?

I like O to much to break his heart! LMAO

Just based on the Physical....

2006-07-03T10:01:00.000-04:00

I was reading a post by Organized Noise's and he mention how when he passes women he puts then in two categories

1. Yeah I do Her!

Or

2. Hell no!

So I began to think, do most men do this? I mean think about it, if you pass 20 guys in a day you have now been evaluated 20 times….. So would I be upset that I was check- out by 20men? Not really unless I learned I was in the Hell No category, that shit would piss me off! ( LOL)

I can’t blame men for this cause to be honest; I do this with men all the time. If I’m in the elevator with them or we pass each other at the store best believe that I am checking him out and put him in one of two categories

1. Yeah he could get it!

Or

2. Hell No! Not Even with some one else’s P***Y
(Sorry to be a bit vulgar)

But the question today is what Physical attribute tips the scales of choice to what category you put the opposite sex in ?

For me a nice smile and a set of really nice of arms (Extra points if you have a tattoo) can get you into the first category.

What does it for you ?

You don’t fall for your booty call

2006-06-29T12:10:00.000-04:00

I have a friend who has this booty call right in her building (damn that just to close) but I have a sneaking suspicion that she has fallen for him.

Exhibit A. She talks about him all the time

Exhibit B. She keeps trying to convince me that she has not fallen for him

Ok, you never fall for your booty call!!!!!!! Ever!!! That’s a recipe for DISASTER!

What do you think?

Graduations

2006-06-26T16:07:00.000-04:00

Well my girls graduated last Week, it was very emotional. My babies are growing up * sob* so since they did so well in school we decided to get them cell phones with the promise from them that they wouldn’t abuse it… can I just tell you that I gave them the phone on Wed by Fri I had to take it away from my oldest!!!!! I swear she had it glued to her ear from WED to FRI….. She got it back this morning we the warning the next time would be longer/

I also attended my husbands god daughters graduation. We got there late cause we got lost of course, then we ALL set out to dinner. Me, my Husband, His ex wife , her new husband and her entire family. Now I know this sounds weird and to be honest with you it is. There’s no beef between her and I and yet we cant seem to say anything other than hello and goodbye to each other. I sat there and conversed with her entire family and it was cool but her and I …. We just don’t seem to have anything to say to each other. Its sad cause the more we get together the less we have to say. My husband and her husband get along great by the way. He thinks I should break the ice and start conversation but to be honest other than him we really don’t have something in common that would start conversation ( i.e work in the same field, Kids, Mutual friends Etc) . I feel that since this is her family, her comfort zone it should be up to her to break the ice .

Am I wrong?

What would you do?

Happy Monday!!!!

Sex IQ

2006-06-19T15:52:00.000-04:00

You have a sexual IQ of 120

When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.

Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I already Knew This!!!! LMAO

Im Blocked ... so you get this list

2006-06-16T14:01:00.000-04:00

1. Taken a picture naked? No

2. Painted your room? yes

3. Made out with a member of the same sex? Not

4. Drove a car? yes

5. Danced in front of your mirror? yes

6. Have a crush? Yes

7. Been dumped? yes

8. Stole money from friend? no

9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? yes

10. Been in a fist fight? Not really
11. Snuck out of your house? LOL Yeah

12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? Saddly Yes

13. Been arrested? no

14. Made out with a stranger? YES

15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? yes

16. Left your house with out telling your parents? yes

17. Had a crush on your neighbor? yes

18. Ditched work to do something more fun? yes

19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? yes

20. Seen someone die? no, Thank god

21. Been on a plane? yes and hated every minute of it.

22. Kissed a picture? yes

23. Slept in until 3PM? Not since 1993

24. Love someone or miss someone right now? yes

25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yes

26. Made a snow angel? yes

27. Played dress up? yes

28. Cheated while playing a game? Yeah

29. Been lonely? yes

30. Fallen asleep at work/school? no

31. Been to a club? yes

32. Felt an earthquake? No

33. Touched a snake? yes

34. Ran a red light? yes...but it wasn't my fault! LOLy

35. Been suspended from school? Nope I was a good girl

36. Been late to work everyday for a month? Never been late

37. Been in a car accident? No and I hope to never be in one

38. Hated the way you look? yes

39. Witnessed a crime? Every day

40. Pole danced? No But Im dying to try

41. Been lost? yes... Thanks Nicole. LOL

42. Been to the opposite side of the country? No yet

43. Felt like dying? yes

44. Cried yourself to sleep? yes

45. Ever peed on yourself? NOt that I can remember

46. Sang karaoke? No but Ive been to a Karaoke bar.

47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yes

48. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose?NO

49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? yes

50. Kissed in the rain? Not yet

51. Sing in the shower? yes

52. Made love in a park? no, but I came pretty close. lol

53. Had a dream that you married someone? no

54. Glued your hand to something? no

55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? no
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? NO

57. Been a cheerleader? yes

58. Sat on a roof top? yes

59. Didn't take a shower for a week? Hell no...thats just nasty!!!

60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? No, I watch them alone and in the dark. I LOVE scary movies!

61. Played chicken? no...

62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? no

63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? yeah on occasion

64. Broken a bone? no

65. Been easily amused? yes...hell, I amuse MSELF!

66. Laugh so hard you cried? yes, often

67. Mooned/flashed someone? No Recently

68. Cheated on a test? yes

69. Forgotten someone's name? yes

70. Slept naked? yes

71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? No But I would

72. Have you ever snuck into a movie? no

73. Blacked out from drinking? Umm..... Yeah

74. Played a prank on someone? yes

75. Gone to a late night movie? yes

76. Made love to anything not human? WTH?

77. Failed a class? No Thank god

78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? LOL No

79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? no

80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? yes

81. Do you celebrate the 4th of July? yes

82. Thrown strange objects? yes

83. Felt like killing someone? yes

84. Thought about running away? yes

85. Ran away? Yes i was 16 and I was gone for 2 days

86. Did drugs? No.. I already told you I was a GOOD GIRL!!!!

87. Had detention and not attend it? Nope

88. Been a bully? Yeah but I was sorry after

89. Made a parent cry? I don't think so

90. Cried over someone? yes

91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? yes

92. Dated someone more than once? Yeah

93. Have a dog? not anymore

94. Own an instrument? No...

95. Been in a rap or singing group? No

96. Drank 10 sodas in a day? Yeah

97. Broken a cd? yes

98. Shot a gun? no

99. Had sex with more than one person in a weeks time? ummm...

100. Laughed so hard you farted? No

When did they grow up?????

2006-06-14T16:59:00.000-04:00

Two of my girls are graduating next week so I took my oldest to get her graduation dress, She’s only 11 but she’s already my height, she can where a woman’s size but she is still very much a litte girl so finding a dress that was appropriate has been a challenge. Well yesterday we found on we both liked and as she was trying it on I had tears in my eyes cause she has grown so much in the last few years. I remember when she was a baby, she would pop her head above the bumper pad in her crib and check to see who was around… it was so funny….. It was just an eye surrounded by this head full of hair. LOL now she’s talking about riding the bus alone and wanting a cell phone…. I can’t take it

My middle one or Ms diva as we call her is also graduating. With her it’s a little different cause if you look at her she looks about 8 but she’ll be 11 next month ( Yeah I have irish twins so what LMAO) She would like the kind of dress her sister has but will have to settle for something more suitable to her body frame. She is talking of cell phones and the kind of boy she likes . WTH? When did she stop sleeping with a blanky

I tell you I am soooo not ready for these girls to grow up…

Happy Hump Day!!!!

Que ViVa Puerto Rico!!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-09T10:42:00.000-04:00

In honor of this being the un-official Puerto Rican Weekend I decided to repost this ......Have a great Weekend!!!!!!!!!!

I am Puerto Rican , I swear!!!!!

Ok let me explain, I was born and raise in New York. My Parents are both from Puerto Rico. So Even though I was born here I consider myself Puerto Rican. I love my culture, I can hold my own on that dance floor as far as Salsa is concerned and my spanish is not so bad considering my parents only spoke to us in english, but there are somethings that some people consider the mark of a true Puerto Rican and here I tend to fall short.

So here it is for all the world to see....

1. I don't like Pastelles or alcapurias

2. I don't eat mangos or kenepas

3. I don't eat Monfogo or sankocho

4. I don't eat Flan or Farina

5. I don't drink Mavi or Coco Rico

Side Note: ( not sure I spelled these right)

The list could go on and on but these are some of the few that my hispanic and even non-hispanic friends tend to flip out about.

" Your not Puerto Rican" thats what I get every time we have the "Food" discussion.

Then I feel like I have to go into defense mode to prove my Puertoricaness- ( i know thats not a word but its my post)

So just cause I prefer cheese cake to flan doesn't mean I am not Puerto Rican, I just hate FLAN!!!!

So what do people expect you to eat according to you race that you just don't?

I know I cant be alone in this...

I know its not a real post but....

2006-06-08T10:01:00.000-04:00

Hey guys is it me or was blogger was acting crazy yesterday ?

Well work is kicking my ass this week but I wanted to leave you something to read. I stole this from Honey-Libra

1. If you could be doing what you really want to be doing for a living, what would it be? I’d be an actress

2. If you could slap the shit out of any famous person, alive or dead, who would it be? President Bush, Paris Hilton, Tom Cruise… Oh you meant one?

3. What's the dumbest decision you've made in the past 5 years? Putting my trust in the wrong person

4. Give up one for a year: (good) sex or (good) music. I’m gonna have to go with out the music… I can hum. LOL

5. Dudes, would you rather have a big dick or a great sense of humor? Ladies, nice tits & ass or common sense? Common sense… I can always fix the other parts

6. So you've been invited to an all expense paid Blogger Prom in The Bahamas. You're sitting at the bar on the beach. Which blogger do you want to join you for hours of good convo? That’s like asking me to choose between my kids… I can’t pick just one

7. Which blogger would you most like to cuddle with on the beach? (and don't defer to your current signif other either. Infidelity won't count against you. Duh.) no one ;-)

8. You're going on a 5 hour road trip...which 5 CDs do you bring?

1The Miseduation of Lauryn Hill
2. Kem – Album II
3. Salsa Mix CD
4. Dance Music Mix CD
5 Hip-hop mix CD

9. Would you rather bury your children young or have your children bury you young? WHF???

10. What's your biggest insecurity? Which one? That I’ll never feel that way again

11.What's the first blog you read every day...or however often you read them? My Own… I have to see what my peeps think

12. When's the last time you peed your pants? I can’t remember

13. Which was better, your first kiss or your first paycheck? My first Kiss… definitely

14. Do you have kids? Want kids? I Have kids and I love them to pieces

15. You get dropped off at home after the office holiday party by your bitch ass boss that you can't effing stand...you exit the car and he peels out, runs a red light at your corner and rolls over an unsuspecting midget. The next day the midget watch groups are on TV outraged at the heartless hit and run, and are calling for any witnesses to please come fwd...that half dead midget has a family at home waiting on C-mas presents. Would you take $1000 hush money? $500? $100? A six pack? I would tell for FREE

16. Live the rest of your life without your eyebrows or your fingernails? I’ll say Eyebrows cause I can always draw them on. LOL

17. What makes you angry? Liars, Lying and Liars

18. What makes you horny? Liquor, kissing, conversations about sex

19. What makes you nervous? My children’s future

20. What makes you smile? My family and Friends (including my blogger buddies)

I'll have a real post tomorrow.. Happy Thursday!!!!

Ya'll know I had to go there.......

2006-06-02T09:30:00.000-04:00

What's your number?

We all talk about this but are we ever really honest? How many sex partners have you had? I know when I got with my man I made it my business to ask this question for my own protection of course but I think every one should ask this question of their mate.

Then there is the grey area of “bad sex” not counting cause it was bad or a quickie not counting cause it’s a “quickie. WHF? I heard that whatever the actual number is your suppose to subtract 3 or something like to preserve your rep but why? Why cant we just say I’ve been with X amount of people without getting the dirty looks or fear of feeling like people are seeing you different now. What is in a number?

Do you always tell the truth about your number? And if not why?